I'm tired of being second; I'm tired of being disappointed again and again. I can't do this anymore. I'm ready to stop feeling like this day after day. There's only so much I can handle, and I'm at my breaking point. I'm just done.
well, if you read this post, it's pretty much that, only about a year or so later. it's been that for 3 years now. and i'm tired of it.
by the way, i read up on your last few years on your blog....you made me cry on a few, i'm not going to lie. and i'm sure you know what about.
you're a wonderful guy, Will. and p.s....Frijole died about a year ago (not sure if i answered your myspace message). now it's Lily, a subaru forester. i'm a part of the subaru family. even if it makes me look like a lesbian. i'm cool with that.
That's more similar to how I'm feeling than I realized. Why's it got to be so hard sometimes? To recognize the good parts?... Sorry about the bean, she was a gorgeous creature and I'm sure is sorely missed. So, driving a Suby makes one look like a lesbian? Well, bring on the lesbians, I drive a Subaru too. :) -Will PS - the beta version of this now seems to be the standard, so maybe I'll be able to post comments under my name...
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I know the feeling Courtney... What happened?
well, if you read this post, it's pretty much that, only about a year or so later. it's been that for 3 years now. and i'm tired of it.
by the way, i read up on your last few years on your blog....you made me cry on a few, i'm not going to lie. and i'm sure you know what about.
you're a wonderful guy, Will. and p.s....Frijole died about a year ago (not sure if i answered your myspace message). now it's Lily, a subaru forester. i'm a part of the subaru family. even if it makes me look like a lesbian. i'm cool with that.
oh yeh....one more thing....it's the above mentioned post + a lot more anger.
and that's a lot of anger. but it's good anger. much needed anger. anger i should've reached a while ago.
That's more similar to how I'm feeling than I realized. Why's it got to be so hard sometimes? To recognize the good parts?...
Sorry about the bean, she was a gorgeous creature and I'm sure is sorely missed. So, driving a Suby makes one look like a lesbian? Well, bring on the lesbians, I drive a Subaru too. :)
-Will
PS - the beta version of this now seems to be the standard, so maybe I'll be able to post comments under my name...
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