Friday, September 16

Disappointment, recurring.

Ok, so remember this whole thing? Well, I guess I never really went into it as to why it didn't last, because, well, I didn't feel like talking about it all that much. But I've just heard that he's back together with her. You know, the other girl that he was choosing between? The other girl that he continued to bitch about while with me, pointing out all the qualities I had that she lacked and that he despised in her? Yeh, her. The one that supposedly had lost out in the choice.

I'm not jealous of her by any means, as I've got a good thing going myself right now, I'm just more or less disappointed in him. And disappointed in myself. Disappointed and frustrated that I, yet again, trusted someone and what they said. I've said it before that I trust too easily, almost to the point where I'm bordering on naive; but honestly, I don't want to stop trusting people. Yet it seems more and more things like this keep happening, and sooner or later this trust thing is going to stop happening.

Does the deceiving ever stop? Can the trust ever truly exist? I'm beginning to wonder.

3 comments:

dammit sami said...

You can change the settings on your bloggie to screen out spam. I did, at GK's request, which is why you have to type in some fool word like "shnibit" to leave a comment. But hey, at least we're not unintentionally advertising a Viagra blog. GK actually emailed one of the spam commenters and told him, in not so many four-letter words, to knock it off. He emailed back a lecture on manners, completely with Bible quotes.
Buddy, you just barked up the wrong tree!

I'm sorry about the boy, pal. I hope the current situation works out more to your taste. I would toadally give you MY rose.
Thank sounds kind of naughty!

courtney said...

oh no, gangstaknitta...don't you worry, i didn't miss the 4-times-posted-post. man, that was great. i think you should've kept them all up. HA! good ol' yuengling!

nope, it's not the r i was talking about it, it was the C we were talking about (ask Ill Na Na, she should know). and, in fact, got an email from him today that really set me off.

seriously, they really are idiots. Please tell me this changes once you're married?

dammit sami said...

i have her email address. and so would you if you visited her blogger profile.

sami strikes again!

(so bored. i almost wish i had your 600 pgs of reading, GK. not really, actually that's a lie)